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I'm all fun-angsty. Whoot!
Posted Jan 28, 2003 - 21:41:26

I have found myself in a brand new emotional state that I have yet to find words to describe.

Right now, I'm calling it fun-angsty, for lack of a better name.

See, what I am is extremely angsty - bordering on mildly depressed. But... I also feel incredibly cheerful. Yep. Both at the same time. I can't stop smiling, laughing, and enjoying myself. Yet, I am incredibly unhappy about specific things... I'm very confused by all of this.

This is how I've been feeling since Friday -- I had an incredible time at Lawrence Trivia (we placed 5th out of 60 off campus teams), and that's been a continual high... but since getting home I have been faced to look at the reality of my situation once again... so... I'm still really happy, yet still really unhappy...

What the hell does that mean?

The worst part is, is that I probably look like I'm having mood swings - but I'm really not... I'm continually feeling both ways, it's just reeeeeally hard to express both at once. Huh.
- Traegorn