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This sort of thing takes patience...
Posted Feb 4, 2004 - 0:44:37

...which I am incredibly short on.

I'm no good at waiting, or anything like that. Just ask anyone.

I come up with plans, try to stick to them, and then realize that planning this sort of thing is ridiculous, and discard the plan completely.

I also make large declarations, as an attempt to convince myself certain things are bad ideas... but I never listen.

What the hell am I talking about? Nothing important, and nothing I've talked about in this space before. It's literally a non-issue, in real life. I'm mostly just ranting because something I said today fell right into that old pattern, and I almost did all of that.

Geh - I'm ridiculous. In a good way, but still ridiculous. I'm very good at making mistakes, but I think I've finally begun to learn from them.

Oi. Well, at least I'm feeling good. That's always an upside. I almost went out to the Joynt tonite, but then I noticed the negative temperatures, and decided that it would be a bad idea to walk down to Water Street tonite. I value my fingers, toes, and ears.

And I'm still running off of my emotional high from the last few days. It's really so incredible...

Yeah. Anyways, I have some readings to do for class tomorrow, so I'll cut off my entry about here. Goodnight kids.
- Traegorn